"I'm not a self-help book, I'm just a pop punk kid." Fajar Fauzi. 19. Indonesia.

 

Ask me, you have nothing to lose!

1: Full name.

2: Zodiac sign.

3: 3 fears.

4: 3 things I love.

5: 4 turn on’s.

6: 4 turn off’s.

7: My best friend?

8: Sexual orientation?

9: My best first date?

10: How tall am I?

11: What do I miss?

12: What time was I born?

13: Favorite color?

14: Do I have a crush?

15: Favorite quote?

16: Favorite place?

17: Favorite food?

18: Do I use sarcasm?

19: What am I listening to right now?

20: First thing I notice in new person?

21: Shoe size?

22: Eye color?

23: Hair color? 24: Favorite style of clothing?

25: Ever done a prank call?

26: What color of underwear I’m wearing now?

27: Meaning behind my URL?

28: Favorite movie?

29: Favorite song?

30: Favorite band?

31: How I feel right now?

32: Someone I love.

33: My current relationship status.

34: My relationship with my parents.

35: Favorite holiday.

36: Tattoos and piercing I have.

37: Tattoos and piercing I want.

38: The reason I joined Tumblr.

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night” texts?

41: Have I ever kissed the last person I texted?

42: When did I last hold hands?

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?

44: Have I shaved my legs in the past three days? 45: Where am I right now?

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?

49: Am I excited for anything?

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?

51: How often do I wear a fake smile?

52: When was the last time I hugged someone?

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?

55: What is something I disliked about today?

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?

57: What do I think about most?

58: What’s my strangest talent?

59: Do I have any strange phobias?

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?

61: What was the last lie I told?

62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?

64: Do I believe in magic?

65: Do I believe in luck?

66: What’s the weather like right now?

67: What was the last book I’ve read?

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?

69: Do I have any nicknames?

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had?

71: Do I spend money or save it?

72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue? 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?

74: Favorite animal?

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?

76: What do I think Satan’s last name is?

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?

78: How can you win my heart? 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?

80: What is my favorite word?

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr?

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?

83: Do I have any relatives in jail?

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?

86: What is my current desktop picture?

87: Had sex?

88: Bought condoms?

89: Gotten pregnant?

90: Failed a class?

91: Kissed a boy?

92: Kissed a girl?

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?

94: Had job?

95: Left the house without my wallet?

96: Bullied someone on the Internet?

97: Had sex in public?

98: Played on a sports team?

99: Smoked weed?

100: Did drugs?

101: Smoked cigarettes?

102: Drank alcohol?

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?

104: Been overweight?

105: Been underweight?

106: Been to a wedding?

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?

109: Been outside my home country?

110: Gotten my heart broken?

111: Been to a professional sports game?

112: Broken a bone?

113: Cut myself?

114: Been to prom?

115: Been in airplane? 116: Fly by helicopter?

117: What concerts have I been to?

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?

119: Learned another language?

120: Wore make up?

121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?

122: Had oral sex?

123: Dyed my hair?

124: Voted in a presidential election?

125: Rode in an ambulance?

126: Had a surgery?

127: Met someone famous?

128: Stalked someone on a social network?

129: Peed outside?

130: Been fishing?

131: Helped with charity?

132: Been rejected by a crush?

133: Broken a mirror?

134: What do I want for birthday?

135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?

136: Was I named after anyone?

137: Do I like my handwriting?

138: What was my favorite toy as a child?

139: Favorite TV Show?

140: Where do I want to live when older?

141: Play any musical instrument?

142: One of my scars, how did I get it?

143: Favorite pizza topping?

144: Am I afraid of the dark?

145: Am I afraid of heights?

146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?

148: What I’m really bad at.

149: What my greatest achievements are.

150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me.

151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery.

152: What do I like about myself?

153: My closest Tumblr friend.

154: Something I fantasies about.

155: Any question you’d like

Reblog if your parents have ever:

madam-squishy:

- pointed out acne
- treated you like a little slave (you get them EVERYTHING)
- made fun of people who you idolize
- made you feel like an outcast
- ever called you a mistake or worthless
- forced you to go to a place where you weren’t comfortable
- made jokes about your weight
- made you cry
- made you break down
- made you feel like you were all alone
If so I’m going to send each and everyone of you a message!

bryanstars:

MEET & GREET! Submit your meet-and-greet stories to bryanstarsfanpictures@gmail.com. They are posted throughout the week.

So I’ve struggled with self harm for 6 years now and I was diagnosed with clinical depression and anxiety 3 years ago. I’ve attempted suicide before and have visited countless therapists/doctors all whom have which stuffed me with drugs that never seem to work. One thing I’ve always turned to is music. One of my favorite bands is The Color Morale and I finally had the opportunity to see them this year at warped. Me and my friend had barricade for tcm’s set and it was fucking amazing. After their set we went over to their merch tent to meet Garret Rapp, the vocalist for The Color Morale. He’s been my hero for a long time so I was really excited. I had a letter for him and everything. When I finally got to garret, I was so nervous so I just held out my letter for him. He looked down and he saw my scarred arm, along with fresh cuts. He frowned, grabbed my letter and set it on the table beside him before pulling me into his arms and saying this- “I see those and they’re open. I want you to know that you’re a beautiful girl and by doing that you’re giving the world what it wants- the world wants you to think you’re ugly and dumb and you have to prove them wrong. What a waste of creative energy yanno? Don’t do this bullshit. I know how hard it is. I struggled as an adolescent and I wish someone would have had the conversation with me that I’m having with you now. I came here to Massachusetts with my band to have this conversation with you…You need to stop, not for me but for yourself. If you don’t stop I’ll be a fucking failure because my band didn’t help you enough. I don’t wanna be a fucking failure. It breaks my heart to see someone like you hurting themselves. You’re beautiful. Please stop. Promise you’ll stop.” At this point I was sobbing and I managed to tell him I promise and he stepped back and asked me what my name is. I told him Maddie and he said “Please stop, Maddie. Please. I dont want to see anymore of those on you. Remember this day and what I said to you. Were coming out with a new song, it’s called Suicide Stigma. Read the lyrics. It’s for you.” I then told him his band saved my life and he said “You saved this bands life. we love you.”

jensen-ackles-fish-lips:

For National Suicide Prevention Day heres the man that helped me with those constant thoughts in my head. Id be so lost without garret honestly

jensen-ackles-fish-lips:

For National Suicide Prevention Day heres the man that helped me with those constant thoughts in my head. Id be so lost without garret honestly

ineffable
[in-ef-uh-buhl]

(adjective) In the list of one of the most 100 beautiful words in the English language, ineffable’s beauty lies in its flowing sound and meaning. Ineffable describes the sentiment of being unable to express something in words because it is too extreme to communicate; words cannot possibly do justice at this particular moment.  (via wordsnquotes)